What's She Doing Now

Today was a pool day. I try to have them at least every other week when the weather is nice. It gives me time to relax…which I keep finding I cannot do.

My mind is constantly going. New ideas, old ideas, how I should actually finish my current ideas. Case in point – this painting. I haven’t touched it in 17 years…

It’s oils and they take FOREVER to dry. I think at this point if I finish it I might actually die. Like I have served my life’s purpose by completing it.

Speaking of life’s purpose. I just want to say, I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up. That’s okay.

I think we put a lot of pressure on people sometimes with filling your life’s purpose. We shouldn’t. It’s not fair.

Some people are meant to do what they are doing. Some people just want to work they’re 9-5 and have their hobbies. Also, you don’t even have to be good at your hobbies.

Some people are killing the office game and loving it, while others are just doing it because they can. Not everyone wants to or needs to open some small business or create something of their own.

I currently have a 9-5, a part-time job, two websites, and I’m writing this blog. I still feel like I need to do more. It’s not even that I don’t like what I’m doing, I just think I might like something else better.

Do I need therapy? Probably. But it also costs around that same as whatever start-up my next hobby requires. Or another pair of sparkly boots…

All I’m saying is you just need to do what makes you happy. If you’re paying your bills and can still eat you are totally winning. Even if you’re a bog witch.